So help me - if this doesn't make someone resolute in thier quit, or finally decide to quit - I don't know what to tell you...
I just got a call from my doctor with the results of a cat scan done on Friday. I should have known this wouldn't be any good when I had the test done Friday night 5:30pm and I'm getting a call at 8:00am on the nose Monday Morning.
They've found "several" nodules in my right lung, one of them she described as 'rather large - about the size of a quarter'. I now have to go in for a PET scan which she said they want to do immidiately, and then I suspect they will have to be biopsied after that.
I'm really, really, really trying hard to maintain my composure at this point. Lets face it - we all know the risks when we smoke, but it's this very vague nebulous thing.
Now I'm having to face head-on the possibility of a very bad outcome from this. Obviously I'm hoping and praying for the best..but I don't know. I'm scared. I'm trying to maintain...
Please, please, please quit. Don't do this to yourself - trust me - it sucks. Badly.
Bingo
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/23/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 106
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,127
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $318
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 15 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 43 [B]Seconds:[/B] 39