I tried to "play" with the tiller, but it was controlling me before I found the right connection. Timing was off, I thought, since I had to use the machine before the evening, and there was so much cleanup, since I didn't weed, and the tiller didn't get rid of the weeds, which I can brush away.
I learned a lot about planning, but it was satisfying, since the rain doesn't make it prime time for gardening, although I can pull out the larger weeds more easily.
Learning to respond to the weather, and other things, will hopefully pay off with relationships.
I felt like I was vibrating all night from that machine, as I tried to go to sleep, but I don't feel that bad. With a little planning, the garden should look great this year. I'm going to dig up my book on "a lazy gardener's bible" for reference, since there are bigger fish to fry, but gardening gives so much hope and joy to mom.
With father's day around the corner, the roses should look great for a bouquet in june, since the leaves look so healthy and shiny from my mulching and nourishing last year!