I am still here;)
I had a tough weekend but the last 2 days have been pretty good.
I can't believe I have mad it so far, I am so happy and proud of myself and of course of all of you on this site!
I read this forum all the time and someone wrote; 'Today I felt like eating a whole house - Uuugh" and it made me laugh when I realized that this was exactly what I felt one of the days the last weekend:-)
In the past I have let the nicodemon talk with me and convinced me that smoking is not that bad, that it helps me relax etc. That's the reason I have failed before, but this time I doesn't allow him to even enter my thoughts. As soon as I can feel he is trying to sneak in, I shut the door very hard!
I live in California, as some of you might know; California is very anti-smoking. It means that it's forbidden to smoke in all restuarans, bars, even parks and beaches. My husband and all my friends is non-smokers, as almost everyone of my co-workers. This helps me a lot I think. The last year I have felt so bad being the only one to light up a cigarette. I'm so glad that I don't have to do that anymore!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/22/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 14
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 219
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $63
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 29