Just wanted to post that it's been tough to stay smoke-free lately. I think it's based on fear. I'm scared to make the 10yr sober mark on April 25th. It feels like a really big big deal to me and it's just kinda scary. Guess a part of me still is insecure about doing well. Maybe I don't think I'm deserving or just unbelievable that I've actually made it this far. Whatever the reason,,,the good thing is that a part of me feels like the energizer bunny cuz I just keep going and going and going, lol. Sometimes it's hard, sometimes it's easy, sometimes it's unbelievable and sometimes I might even get over-confident but either way I just hang in there and keep going. Sometimes I don't know how but I do. I think part of it is b/c I really believe I could relapse at any minute so I have to stay on top of things.
Tks for letting me share...lol :) :) :)
No matter what don't lite up...
Keep on keepin on...
Cherie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/22/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 410
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 8,203
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1640
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 39 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 46 [B]Seconds:[/B] 43
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Quit Meter
$28,524.00
Amount Saved
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Days: 630
Hours: 22
Minutes: 44
Seconds: 43
Life Gained
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4754
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
95,080
Cigarettes Not Smoked