WELL IT TOOK A YEAR ALMOST TO THE DAY!!! IT ALL STARTED AUG 2005 MY LONG AND PAINFULL FIGHT ,BASHING MY HEAD AGAINST A BRICK WALL FOR WEEKS ON END JUST TO STOP AND OH THAT FELT BETTER!!THEN THE GUILT THE TASTE THE CONTSTANT TIGHT CHEST THE COUGH I WONT SAY THE SMELL,I NEVER COULD SMELL IT! HOW MANY DIFFERENT NRTS HAVE I TRYED .THE GUM 4MG AND 2MG THE PATCH ,OH THE JOY OF TRYING TO GET THEM TO STICK FIRST THING IN THE MORNING!!!!!!!! LOZANGERS [NASTY!] AND YEARS BACK EVAN ZYBAN
NO MORE
NOT FOR ME
WHY????????????
IT TOOK 2 DAYS BEFOR SOMTHING STARTED TO CLICK IN MY THICK HEAD I SAT THERE.I ACTUALLY SHED TEARS WHEN I REALIZED THAT I WAS INDEED AN ADICT THAT NO I DIDNT REALLY WANT TO SMOKE THAT IT WAS THE MONSTER IN MY BELLY NOT WANTING ME TO STOP .I TALKED TO DEB,S[MINTIES] FOR HOURS ,SHES ONE HELL OF A QUIT BUDDIE!!! I FINELY THOUGHT IT HAS TO BE A LETTING GO. A LEAP OF FAITH. WOT COULD HAPPEN????????I FELT LIKE I WOULD DIE!!!! BUT I NEW I WOULDNT. WORDS FROM A BOOK I READ WERE FOREVER IN MY BRAIN ,THEY MADE PERFECT SENCE TO ME ,I HAD TRYED THE BOOK B4 BUT I COULDNT UNDERSTAND. THIS TIME I LISTENED.
IM ON MY 4TH DAY COLD TURKEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS A DAM SITE EASYER THAN ANY OF THE QUITS ON THE NRTS!!!!!!!!
DEBS SAID JUMP!!!!
SO I DID
SHE MOVED TO ONE SIDE !!!!!!!!!
BUT IM FLYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE NEW I WOULD![ I HOPE!]
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT THE BATTLE FOR ME IS OVER
I GIVE IN
I WAS FIGHTING MYSELF ALL ALONG!
IM AN EX SMOKER AND IM 100% POSITIVE THAT I WILL NEVER SMOKE AGAIN AND THAT IS ALOT COMING FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!
NOW IF SOME ONE CAN COME TAKE AIMEE AWAY FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS I WILL BE FINE!!!!!!!LOL
LOVE YA ALL JAN XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
:p :p
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 8/21/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 3
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 85
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �12.6
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 18 [B]Seconds:[/B] 3