AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
Don't like the sounds of all the talk about social smoking.
I smoked a bunch of cigarettes and should I reset my meter????
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
Smoking is smoking you are either smoking or not smoking.
I know for me I can not smoke, if I did I would be awash in the addiction, the habit all of it again.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
No nicotine of any kind for me. I know that I have to stay away from any kind of kindness to the part of me that wants to smoke. I have to be ultra firm and there is no smoking for me, there is no smoking in my house, my car! I will walk across the street to not be near the smell or the wiff of smoke. Seeing others tempts me and I get angry with myself at the thought of breaking my word to myself. I know I simply can not go near the very glimps of smoking it is just not okay for me.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
I am glad for all the truth there is around here and I personally don't like how I feel when I am tempted, when I see substantial quits broken in one puff. This makes me very sad because I can identify with this, I have been there and done that and I know I can not fall into the trap of the addict thinking only one puff ... yadda yadda yadda.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
It's a slippery slope and thanks I will just have to stay away from any of that thought. I guess I am too fragile but I just have to absolutely stay away from even the briefest thought that smoking might be okay for me it ain't.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
Enough
Sorry for the rant. For me I know I just don't smoke. I swim, I walk, I breath fresh air and I don't smoke. I will not be near anyone who does and I know I need to protect and take care of the part of me that has quit. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
Ciao
Phillip
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 142
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,859
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1065
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 23 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 17 [B]Seconds:[/B] 11