Dont know if this is a good day for quitting or not. But I guess anytime is a good time to quit. I have been working on this for one year. Not a newbie anymore. I know that it is my fault, that I have not won this battle. I know how much better you feel without cigs, because I have quit several times in the past year. But here I am starting all over again. Hell week, Heck week, etc. I am so tired of this nasty habit, some say just dont smoke. I wish it was that easy for me and for everyone else. Nic has been part of my life for so long, it is hard to let go of this nasty habit. But I need to do this. I want to be in control, I dont want nic to control me. I think that once I am in control and dont smoke anymore, I will feel much better about myself and about life. I just need to get past this need for nicotine. My mom has emphysima, my dad died from cancer, my brother smokes 3 cartons a week, my sister is bipolar and says here cigs are her sanity. How many more reasons do I need to quit. Sorry to go on about this, but that is what is going through my brain right now. Well I need to get ready for work. Will see how the day goes. Sure hope it gets better
Cuddles
It's better to be a non-smoker with an occasional desire for a cig than a smoker with a constant desire to quit......
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/12/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 0
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $0
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 0