awww shucks, I'm sorry to hear this, Niks. Of course, you know smoking isn't going to help.
I went through a tough breakup early in my quit too (see [url=http://www.stopsmokingcenter.net/support/viewmessages.aspx?topic=26651&forum=1]here[/url][url=http://www.stopsmokingcenter.net/support/viewmessages.aspx?topic=27047&forum=1]here[/url] and [url=http://www.stopsmokingcenter.net/support/viewmessages.aspx?topic=28485&forum=1]here[/url] - if you're interested), so I definitely feel for you.
We sometimes have to face the pain. We can't run anymore. Growing hurts sometimes but the pain teaches a lesson. It's our responsibility to heed the lesson and not make the same mistakes over and over.
Take good care of yourself, Niks. Be gentle and loving to Niks. And make sure you reward yourself - you deserve it, this isn't easy.
This is a book that helped me through some tough times - "Warrior of the Light" by Paulo Coelho - also, if you're interested.
I hope you find your peace. Best wishes and don't be afraid to cry. They say the cure for everything is saltwater: either sweat, tears or the sea. ~Isak Dinesen
keep fightin' the good fight - fish
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/21/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 196
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,898
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $980
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 25 [B]Hrs:[/B] 10 [B]Mins:[/B] 9 [B]Seconds:[/B] 44
