I'm angry rrr, my neighbour whom is a wonderful lady, quit smoking 4 years ago using the patch. So today I was gardening and she came out to say hello, asked me how I was doing, so I started explaining to her that the worse part for me is the depression part of the withdrawal and I went through it twice with the NRT, it lasts a couple of days and then I'm fine. This seemed to bother her, she said, when I used the patch it was easy, no withdrawal, no depression no crying and maybe you're just spoiled and need a good spanking. Well I'm certainly not a child anymore I'm a grandmother for g sake, I was caught off guard and I just smiled and continued gardening and she went in the house. Well I've been dwelling on this for the last 4 hours, so I decided to^post about it. Now I'm angry I didn't tell her to mind her own business. Now this should not affect me this way I know it rationally but I guess I'm not so rational right now. And my hubby keeps telling me to follow my prescription to the end with the patch and I'm thinking I'm going to go through this one more time oh heck this is the pits I tell you.. Don't want to scare anybody I'm just ranting right now and I feel like crying but it will pass I've been through it a couple of times I'm tough I'm a strong person so on and so forth . One thing I'm absolutely certain about is I will not smoke, I might throw a rock in my neighbour's window ........But I will not smoke, ouf I feel a little better already. Marie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/13/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 74
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,124
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $296
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 9 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 17 [B]Seconds:[/B] 43