Slivers,
First of all, the best way to get help is to start your OWN new thread in one of the forums. Otherwise, people might not read an old bumped post like this and offer you the support you need.
Second, cutting back is not quitting. It CAN be a good step to take to prepare for the quit, but as long as you are smoking, you are not quit. Plain and simple. But don't feel bad that you are having a hard time cutting back. Cutting back just may not be the method for you. That doesn't mean that you will be unsuccessful in your quit when you do finally quit, but it just means that cutting back is not for you. But if you still want to cut back, try making it as difficult on yourself to smoke as possible. Put the smokes in your car, or give them to a non-smoking neighhor that you don't like and don't want to see very often and make yourself go over there to get your smokes everytime you want to smoke or put 100 rubber bands around them and make yourself take them off one by one before you smoke. The point is to make it difficult for you to smoke. That will help you see which cigarettes you can live without and which ones are not worth the effort. Also, write down your reasons for wanting to quit and then pick a quit date. You might also want to use an aid to help you. Using NRT or some other aid is NOT cheating! It can make the cravings not as bad while you learn to live your life as an ex-smoker. If you're having a tough time, then I would suggest using one.
Best wishes to you. I still suggest that you start a new thread so that you can get the most help possible.
Crave the Quit!
Pam
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/28/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 433
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 10,844
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1788.29
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 30 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 34