Great thread Phil!
I remember one day when I was in the 6th grade. We were in the corner of the schoolyard, after school, and I was with about 6 friends. They all lit up their cigs, but me and one other person did not. At that time, I had no interest in smoking. My father smoked, and I remember hating it!!!!! Anyhow, all of a sudden my teacher comes walking out of the classroom, and of course, all of my friends bailed and ran as fast as they could. Me and my one other friend who did not smoke, did not run. We had nothing to hide from. My teacher brought us up to the office, and our parents were called. They threatened to suspend us, but as we stuck to our story that we did not smoke, all they could do is give us detention. The ones who did smoke got off scott free, as they ran away, and I did not give out names...............
My next memory, is of me smoking at the age of 13. I do not remember the first, or the second, or even the first 100. I do remember just smoking. I would steal them from my dad.
I know that I started smoking because of lack of self esteem and the fact that I was totally harrassed at school because I called someone a bit**. I was so harrassed, that I had to switch schools. That started it all. I got in with the wrong crowd. I knew no one at that new school. So, I started smoking. I started a lot of other things, and that good, well spirited girl went away. All because I said someone was acting like a bit**.
Oh my. I still have hard feelings towards that. I know for a fact that I would have not started smoking if I could have controlled my mouth, and not have switched schools. Those friends in the 6th grade, went on to not smoke. They were just expirimenting. So I had no friends that smoked. Until I went to another school.............
That is my story. I have smoked for 21 years. After highschool, I was a pack a day. After I had my first daughter, I was 2 packs a day. I stayed that way until March 5th, 2006.
;) 4my2girls
[b][i][color=Maroon]What Consumes Your Thoughts Controls Your Life[/b][/i][/color]
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 234
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,035
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $765.18
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 18 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 51 [B]Seconds