It reminds me of that country song "My Give a Damn's Busted". I love that song. I feel for ya - Penguin. I'm sorry you're having a rough time of it.
I pulled this quote from a response you gave me a couple of months ago. I don't know how to do the nice italics.
"Remember that this is a process of recovery, and we will not make it happen all in one week. It's going to take some time. It will require a lot of patience. It's not just about not-smoking, that is where all that other stuff comes in - the emotional stuff, the confidence. You may not "think" you are working on it, but you are.
It's like a child's first year of life. They learn so much - but not all in one day - little by little. Some weeks, nothing happens, and then the next week - it all comes together.
It will all come together in time."
Keep posting, Penguin, it really does take all of us for each of us, I think.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/29/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 23
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 235
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $115
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 38 [B]Seconds:[/B] 49