Today has been a bad day. I can't stop thinking about smoking. Why after more than 2 weeks? The first few days were not bad, then I cried for a week, this week didn't cry as much, but today is a bad one.This morning wasn't bad , but as time went on I stared thinking about those stupid smokes.I want a smoke so bad. Sometimes I think, I can't do this anymore.But then I start thinking about all the bad things about it.I used to smoke outside, I don't want to do that anymore. I don't want to spend the money on them anymore.I'm not caughing, plus I'm sleeping sooooo much better.I don't want to have to think about making sure I got my cigarettes with me when I go out somewhere. I want to be a non smoker,like most of my friends are.So why do I want one? Thinking about why do i want one, makes me more depressed.Does that make any sense? Does anyone feel the same way? :confuse:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 11/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 16
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 201
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $72
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 46 [B]Seconds:[/B] 43