Let's see... I think I'm on Day 10. Feeling pretty good. No weight gain yet. Withdrawal symptoms were not that bad for me, and I don't know why. I haven't had major "craves". I have had times where I was at loose ends and those were times I would have (in my past life), smoked, but it wasn't the smoke I missed. It was just the something to do to tie up the loose end! Back to work this week, and today was stressful, but I laughed it off, and went to the next thing that needed done. In this process, I'm really watching how I react to things - stresses, etc. I'm consciously changing that reaction, and think it's going to be good. Instead of focusing so much on smoking, I'm observing events that happen in my days and the thoughts triggered by those events, and making a choices regarding my reaction and/or behavior. I've been pretty happy. I think about smoking less than I did, but it's still there. My sleep is messed up. I've had some wild dreams, and I'm not on the patch. I don't get nearlyl as many hours as I used to, but I don't feel like it's the end of the world. I guess I don't need it that bad right now. I had one piece of nicorette yesterday and one today, so I'm about done with it as well. I've never been able to quit in the past. The mind games I played with myself drove me up the wall. What is different this time for me, is that smoking was no longer an option. It's as if cigarettes just don't even exist anymore. Can't smoke if I want to. I divorced cigarettes and they are gone for good. They have moved out of my house, I have happily cleaned up behind them and that's the end of the story. Every time I think of smoking when I feel stressed, I ask myself what would smoking solve? It would just make my throat and lungs hurt, and the stress would still be the same. I pray that this attitude doesn't change for me, because it is what I needed to quit for good. And... I am so very proud of myself!!! Thanks for listening and I enjoyed reading these. Thanks, Aunt Deb for starting it!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/31/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 9
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 99
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $17.37
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 41 [B]Seconds:[/B] 41