I am so sorry, it must be awful for you, I lost my dad to cancer too (although not lung cancer, but he was a pipe smoker)
Don't blame your dad for smoking to the last - like the rest of us he is a nicotine addict, quitting for him now would be all pain and no gain.
You are right to go back to 14mg, now is not the time to step down - protect your quit with all you have.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/16/2004
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 713
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 22,841
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �4278
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 93 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 19 [B]Seconds:[/B] 6
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$34,494.00
Amount Saved
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Days: 750
Hours: 14
Minutes: 13
Seconds: 5
Life Gained
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5749
Smoke Free Days
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68,988
Cigarettes Not Smoked