Sorry folks, I have to disagree with you a bit.
Gvreal, go ahead. Be disgusted with yourself and beat yourself up pretty bad. You've earned it and you deserve it. After all, there is plenty of information here about the dangers of drinking early in a quit. BTW, by early I don't mean days or weeks, I mean months. What is more important? Partying with friends and getting drunk, or breaking an addiction that will kill you painfully and slowly?
That said, once you have gotten thoroughly disgusted with yourself and are battered and bloody from your own beating, then reread what everyone has said about it not being the end of the world (it isn't), and getting back on track with your quit (you can and must).
Never forget the way this morning felt, Gvreal. Remember:
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Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it. George Santayana
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Let's not repeat the past. Let's move forward into the future. Freedom is there, Gvreal. Seize it.
Shevie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/23/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 566
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 11,331
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2150.8
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 105 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 55