Hi, Sky! I'm not sure I totally understand your question, are you afraid of everything that's physically intimate, hugging, kissing, etc, or is it orgasm? If it's the latter, it's probably fear of losing control, or that it will bring on sensations of panic. That's very understandable, any sensations that remotely resemble panic can be hard to face. If that is the problem, I think you would work on it like you have on the other aspects of panic, by taking small steps in that direction. You seem to have made great progress with the eating and exercise, two difficult ones. I bet that you will get past this one, too. As you build up your confidence in general with these other successes, it will surely help you to face the fears in other areas as well. I don't know if this helps you, if I'm on the wrong track, let me know! Congrats on your progress, keep it up!
