I'm much more relaxed now that I've quit smoking. In fact, this is something that I've really had to get used to because it's not ME! The "old" me was very wired, nervous, anxious, hyper and I'm sure down right annoying! In the past year and a half, I've heard people actually describe me as subdued, relaxed and shy. HA!!! If they only knew me before!!! In fact, somebody said this very thing to me today! This girl said that I'm completely calm, despite the amount of Mt. Dew I drink a day (I finish a 2 liter everyday - just at work! That's not counting what I have after I get home!) And she was amazed at how calm I am! Well, nobody EVER described me as calm when I smoked!!! And to think, I used to think that I smoked so that I could calm down! I used to think that if I didn't smoke, nobody could STAND being around me because I would be so hyper! I used to think that my smoking was a BLESSING to those who had to be around me so that I could be calm and "normal." HA!!! That's a nicodemon LIE!!! Smoking does NOT make you calm!!!
Crave the Quit!
Pam
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/28/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 439
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 10,997
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1813.07
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 31 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 30 [B]Seconds:[/B] 33