My name is Saralyn, and I just joined today. Last year I was e-mailing some one (I don't know their name) who worked at this program. After a while, she stopped e-mailing me. I don't know why...anyway...I seem to be hurt by everything. Not hurt physically, but emotionally. I've gone through a lot of stuff and I still have a hard time coping with it all. But I don't think that has anything to do with it. Or I don't know...maybe it does. But, if anyone I care about says anything rude, even if I know they are joking, it really hurts me and I break down. I know by doing this I'm pushing everyone away from me. A friend of mine says it's anxiety, but I don't even know what that is. I'm living in a foster home right now and I was supposed to be in counseling over a year ago, things just don't seem to happen hear. I just don't know what to do anymore. Please help me.