First of all - I like your stats. 5 1/2 months smoke free is awesome, and you (yes you) should be very proud of yourself.
This kind of thing is what has caused me to cave in the past - the fairness thing. What I never learned until now is that it has nothing to do with fairness, it has to do with Nicotine addiction. My hubby quit awhile back, and then started again when I quit. When I think about the 'fairness thing' I think about how great it is for ME (yes ME) to not be smoking. I am getting it all, he gets nothing. You are winning!!!!
At my one month anny, my hubby took me out for dinner. Didn't say that was why he was taking me out. OK, I'll take the dinner, even if he couldn't say "good job honey." I had already told myself "GOOD JOB". We have to pat ourselves on the back. Don't expect anyone else to. Secretly, he is hoping you will go back to smoking, and maybe even making it very difficult for you to make the right choice. DON'T get caught up in his addiction. You need to find some way to reward yourself, and quick. It doesn't have to me monetary, just something that says (I've done a good job, and I am worth it). YOU ARE WORTH IT. This is all about you.
I believe in you.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/10/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 51
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,028
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $586.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 28 [B]Seconds:[/B] 32
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Quit Meter
$331,878.23
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6053
Hours: 18
Minutes: 35
Seconds: 45
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45619
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
684,285
Cigarettes Not Smoked