I know that the negative thoughts are what sets us off, but somehow they are there. For some reson, I have developed a fear, which leads to anxiety,when I go to mass. I used to go every morning and out of the blue, it petrifies me. I went this morning and thought I would have to leave because I felt so anxious. I stuck it out and when I got back in my car to come home, I could feel myself relaxing. Right now, I feel so tense, but I got to do something to get my mind off of how I feel. I hope the rest of the day goes better. I seem to go in cycles, I will feel pretty good for a cou-le of days and just when I think that I got this under control, it begins again.