Joe....what in the world are you talking about??? you want words of wisdom and encouragement for deciding to smoke??? oh right, it's just a pack a week instead of a pack a day....I guess I will fall into the catagory with the harsh repliers....cause all you are doing is looking for approval for your list of reasons to continue smoking.
one thing is right...your failure is part of something bigger....your addiction.....and you have chosen to let it do your reasoning. you said it all when you said you want to smoke worse than you want to quit. As long as you feel that way you will continue to smoke.
I feel badly for you that you want to smoke, that you let the junky do stupid "reasoning" to justify it, that you allow your addiction to run things.
Hope at some point you decide to take control yourSELF....when you do, this site will still be here to help you.
Katy
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/4/2002
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1894
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 75,760
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $10795.8
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 249 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 50 [B]Seconds:[/B] 26