Hello All!!! I haven't really been on here for a while..thats a lie..I just haven't been posting...and Ive been busy,what with the weather being so nice! I haven't been feeling up to par. Seems like I am the Opposite of last week. I was on such a "high" and now, I'm at a record low.. :( I guess this is normal??? Thats what Ive been reading anyways. Its not that I've been wanting to smoke. Actually the cravings are becomming fewer and fewer, which is why I'm suprised that I'm feeling so crappy...
Whenever my friends or family call me, everyone of them asks me if I'm still quit, and I say "OF COURSE!" And almost every response I get is "WOW..I would have NEVER thought you would make it this far!!!" WTF is that supposed to mean?!? No believes in me??? What does that say about my friends and family? They think the worst of me!! I'm starting to think I should find some NEW friends who believe in me. I just feel like I'm so alone in this. My other friend who was quitting smoking with me, had a break-down, and started smoking again. My husband (who also quit with me) thinks its O.K. to smoke if he goes out to a club, and feels like having one. WTF?!? I told him, I dont think so! we are doing this together, and he tells me, well Jenn, (thats my name) I wasn't really addicted to cigarettes like you are, I only smoked when I was drinking... What an ass!!! And on top of it all when I told him that everyone thought I wouldn't make it this far, he says "I didn't think you could either!!" I just feel like telling everyone to "F--- OFF!!!"
Thanks for letting me vent!!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/2/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 21
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 433
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $133.35
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 11 [B]Mins:[/B] 40 [B]Seconds:[/B] 28
