Is it normal to be nervous about an upcoming quit? I have been thinking about quitting for a few weeks now, done some reading on here, and read a book on quitting smoking......and I know this is the nic talking, but I have put off the quit, cause this weekend I am going out of town to my Brother in law's band's 3rd cd release party....and I know I will be around a lot of smokers then, and there will be lots of alcohol flowing of course....and I kept teling myself, I do not want to be drinking and surrounded by all these smokers and craving one myself.....Gotta be honest and say that for the last week or so, I have not enjoyed the cigarettes...Then of course the nic talks and says well, after this weekend, you have this going on...you will be around a lot of smokers then etc....... I know it is only the nicotine talking and trying to prolong me quitting...... I am nervous about this weekend, cause I told myself that after this is over that I will quit....is it normal for me to be nervous about quitting? I am sck and tired of being controlled by it, but it is a crutch to lean on.......Why did I ever have to start 17 years ago!!!???? I wouldn't be going through this if I had never started.............
