Ok, I will have been on the 7 mg. patch a week this Tuesday and have another wone to go then off nic completely. I am having the worst time I have had in the two mo. I have quit, the way I had felt until now was so up and thinking if this is all there is to it I have it made, so happy, then out of the blue I am having a hard time being happy, feel very tearful, sad, such a terriable feeling after the way I have felt, hard time dealing with this. also has any one felt like this.....I feel emotions that I have never felt before some good and some bad, like I don't know who I am anymore, like I have been sleeping, or am a new baby learning everything all over again, and after smoking 50 years and at 65 is so upsetting and I don't quit know how to deal with this,Wow to start all over at 65????? get upset at my husband sometimes as I told him he just goes on every day like normal, nothing has changed in his life at all and mine has been turned upside down and I am smart enough to know this is all for a good thing and I am glad I am doing it and would have it no other way but how do I deal??????? Help!!!!!! the other day I told my daughter what was I thinking when I said I was quitting smoking, things were just fine then, lol lol no not really but I am just having such a hard time, and don't worry ....I will not smoke again, no matter what just hope you all can help me deal with all this. I am just so confused, I want my old self back but without soking!!!!!
hugs and prayers,
Bobbi
Sorry I rambled on so long but at this point can't help it I am so desperate! :(
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 61
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,830
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $152.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 9 [B]Hrs:[/B] 1 [B]Mins:[/B] 37 [B]Seconds:[/B] 8
