So a quick update. I've not been here for awhile. After the updating, every message I posted didn't show up so I stopped posting after several attempts but have kept my QUIT going strong. So today I figured I'd come in and try again and look! It works so I'm back! Didja'all miss me?
I got my pool a couple weeks ago. I put it up by myself with the help of my friend, hubby and 2 kids, it was a nightmare but it's up and running and very beautiful! I love it! (Now with all the money I'm saving by not smoking, I can pay the credit card off) <-- UUUUGGGGGGGGGG.
So I was doing the patches. I had one more week of 14 mg till I switch off to 7 mg. Well, on Sunday while I was swimming, my patch fell off and I said the heck with it and never put one back on and don't plan on it. (I have been withdrawling for the last couple days at times but not to bad... Although I have fought with my demon the last couple days... The worst time being yesterday, I held a pack of CAMEL's with 3 smokes in my hands and wanted to light one up and smoke it but I didn't. I wanted to knock my hubby over and steal his cigarette out of his mouth! I wanted a hit soooooo bad but never took one, nor did I knock him out!
I hate feeling this way but I'm suspecting it's the patch since I'm not wearing one. And another thing I hate... walking past my Boss's Mom's door and smelling the smoke while the door is closed. I love the smell, I just wanna go in and light up but I don't. Sometimes, I hate the smell of the smoke and sometimes, I just wanna sit and inhale it, almost like begging someone to blow their smoke in my face.
I must be going crazy!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/11/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 54
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,350
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $189.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 32 [B]Seconds:[/B] 37