Lainey and Windy, good to read your posts, that there are people out there that have been quit sometime and still have hard times, sometimes I feel like a whinnie b---, the longer I have quit, sometimes I feel ashamed to come on this board and say I am having a real hard time, like man after this long get over it! does anyone else feel like that? so it really makes me feel better when I read that someone who has been quit longer then me is haveing a very hard time, not that I want them to but helps me not feel like a freak when I am having a hard time and need support, no matter how long I have been quit, IT IS NOT EASY!and I am fighting soooo hard and I try everything I read or hear to try to make it easier for me, but at times there is nothing that helps just alot of pain and discomfort, so I just go through it, tough it out at least I am not smoking! Can't sleep tonight is 1:45 am and one of those wish I were happy I am not smoking, what is something for me I could never go back to smoking and feel like I did before, not now that I know all the bad stuff of smoking and how much better I can breathe, never cough, my life is so confusing right now :confuse: each day I get up I look for the turning point and one day it will sure be there! I will continue my journey with no cigs!
Well guess what I just did what I said I don't feel comfortable doing boo hooing, well I do know my march mellow fam. will be there for support! that is if anyone can even figure out what I have just said at now 2:00 am lol
Happy Friday all!
hugs and prayers,
Bobbi
ps
oh boy Bear you really got me going, wow! lol
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 87
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,610
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $217.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 12 [B]Hrs:[/B] 17 [B]Mins:[/B] 50 [B]Seconds:[/B] 37
