'Normal, temporary, patience....'
Ok.. have to keep telling me these things over and over.
This morning, so far, it's not as bad as yesterday but have already
had one good cry. I haven't gone CT, I'm using the patch and
admittedly I was thinking ahead of myself .. What the hell is going
to happen to me when I've completed the full course of the NRT?!?!?
I'm going to go completely out of my mind ? -- I'm sounding like
a mad woman... :8o:
Up until yesterday I was coping, dealing, taking it one moment at a
time, little baby steps, getting through my regular day NOT smoking
and then it all seemed so sudden and I'm hating these feelings.
I have a number of things which I must get done today and I wrote
down a lot of your suggestions as well as making sure that I reward
myself with little things and get lots of rest. This is one very
hard addiction.. It's weird you know -- You can 'read' all about
the things which may or may not happen to you but when it does happen
it certainly throws you for a major loop.
Thanks again guys for all of your help.. I'm hangin' by a thread,,
but at least I'm hangin'.. right ?
xo
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]7/6/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 17
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 340
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $123.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 36 [B]Seconds:[/B] 57