I wasn't going to post anything, but sometime just putting it out there helps me and maybe others.
Life stinks, I have not heard from my grandson for over a month. His mother moved and didn't let us or my son know where they went. I miss him and I do trust that God is watching out for him. Many reason why this may have happened, but does not make a heart feel any better.
Life stinks, my husband has to have a heart catherzation done tomorrow and not sure what they will find.(lots of fear) Went for some dental work and end up in a heart specialist office.
Life stinks, working our a$$es of in our kitchen for the last 3 months, close but still a ways to go. Every muscles in my body aches. Climbing up on counters and twisting my body in positions that are not normal to paint. Mind thinks it is still thirty and body tell me it is 60+.
Yesterday if you got in my way............... I was such a bi#%h. Now there are amends to done. If you behave and act like a nice human being you won't have to these.
I have been trying to stay positive, but life has a way of crashing down on you at times. I also forgot H.A.L.T.
I will put my husband and grandson in the hands of God and accept what ever it is that we have do and move forward. The kitchen yes it will get done, if I do less belly aching.
Now I am going to eat something (H), additude adjustment (A), call some friends (L) and rest the body today (R) That is a start.
Keep the Quit
Sparky
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/30/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 147
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,470
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $441.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 19 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 23 [B]Seconds:[/B] 13
