No, You should NOT have fallen by now, because you are a non smoker!
You've gone far enough in your quit for your brain to know, smoking won't help make anything better!
PB, I woke up a 7:00 this am, with an inch of water in my basement, because my water heater died in the middle of the night. I heard it and thought it was the softener. I am so angry with myself for not checking, because now I have to use a vacation day for this day off, and I spent five hours vacuuming up water before the insurance guys came, then I put towels in the dryer and the dryer vent fell off the wall, then I hung a shirt in the closet and the closet rod fell down.
I am ready to scream, but like you what good will it do???
And my silly problems anre miniscule in scale.
I didn't think of smoking, mostly because I too, have come far enough to know it won't help anything.
So hang in PB, it cannot possiblty get any worse, and I have to tell you my inspiration for days like this:
"When trouble arises, look it squarely in the eye and say, "You can not defeat me! I am bigger than you are! I can handle even the worst situations!"
Here's to a better day, all around, for you! :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/5/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 177
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,425
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,867.35
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 21 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 27 [B]Seconds:[/B] 50