So I'm on 14 days of being smoke-free and I'm real proud of myself. However, this weekend really sucked! I had really bad cravings and it drove me crazy. I slept alot because that way I wouldn't be thinking about smoking. Seriously, does this get better? I know the answer is yes but when?
I'm feeling really isolated right now. I'm kinda hiding out from my friends because they all smoke and I don't really want to be tempted, especially after the weekend I had. Even though I know it's the right thing to do, I feel out of touch with what's going on because I'm not around. I don't even want to call because they I'll get the invite to come out and I don't want to be tempted. God, if I knew then what I know now about smoking, I would never, ever have picked up my first cigarette.
I can honestly say I don't mind being at work (if you knew me, you would know I would never say that) because there is no smoking in the office so I feel safe.
