Betterlife, welcome back and congratulations on making it through the first seven days without drinking! This is a major accomplishment, and you should definitely reward yourself for it.
I'm happy to see that you are being honest to those around you, and reaching out to them, hopefully they will be able to help you through this process. Have you had a chance to look at the program at all? I see that you have set up a goal for yourself, you are going to try to "stay committed to your hero ZERO during the holidays". How are you planning on doing this?
Members what have you found helpful when it came to sticking to your goals, especially during the holidays?