Hiya Lisa!
Hang in there, things will get better.
First I would like to say about your meds that you really should discuss it with your doctor. Your doctor is the most qualified person to help you figure this out. Donèt be afraid to ask all your questions about it. It is his job to explain all this too you. Also, once you are sure of your meds and dosage and stuff, if you want more information, don't forget that your pharmacist as much knowledge.
Second, I wanted to say you are not alone with morning anxiety. I used to have that. I think it went away because I challenged the thoughts that made it happen in the first place. To me, morning was the: "Oh no, now I have to face a whole other hard day where I have to cope with the panic thing" moment of my day. No wonder I would start the day so panicky. Now, when I wake up, I donèt think that anymore. When I think of morning as I go to bed, I donètthink that either. I did exposure work and much thought challenging. That helped. And some thoughts have to be challenged over and over again cause they have a firm grip on you. So that's ok you just challenge them over and over. I havenèt had morning anxiety in a very long time.
Anyway, all this to say, you can make this go away, and there are very good tools in this program to help you do that. Just be kind and patient with yourself and remember: This too shall pass!
-Diva
