Awww thanks Diva you are nice ! Im not brave believe me lol . I used to be at one time .
I had such a good week-end , my two 'big boys' went to my mums work ( still away) , the next two went to my sisters ( still there as well !)
So all i had was my youngest , my 5yr old daughter and hubbster . Grrrrrrr he was upstairs on PC all weekend , had rotten weather so couldnt go out . Typical as i wasnt hurting nowhere near as much and wanted to take daughter to the beach . Did take her to shops though .
I was in HEAVEN , for 48 hours BLISS , HARMONY blah blah . I felt human again , i was eating , breathing and swolling properly . A wee bit anxious but after so many many months of daily HIGH axiety it was great .
Sunday hit me like a brick again , bad two night waking to attacks again , pain back in both areas and eating cut again . I could sob , but aint gunna . Sat here typing doing my breathing excercises lol .
I just want my weekend back !!! I know it happened so i can feel like that again so thats keeping me going . Oh this turned out to be a rant as well lol so i will go .
Hopefully tonight i wont have an attack , whats with waking up to one ? That boggles me !
Dee x