Oh way to go Koneko , this is just the beginning im sure of it . I bet your Fiancee is well pleased with you too .
Hey didnt see a pudding wrote about . Only joking , now what i wouldnt give for some homemade apple pie and icecream . Thats on tomorrows shoppinglist hehehe .
Wicked stuff to read thanks for sharing again CD x
CD: I went out last night for dinner with my fiancee, had chicken souvlaki with rice pilaf just like normal, didn't get panicky at all If I went on a diet, I'd disappear probably!
So far so good! Crossing my fingers that nothing changes!
Yay Koneko , this is wonderful to read . You must feel top of the world ! You will eating out with your fiancee sooner than you thought . Now i dont want to hear you starting a diet thread soon .
Since going to visit the inlaws I haven't had a single panic attack. Hamburger was my biggest obstacle and I even managed to have a hamburger yesterday and eat the whole thing instead of panicking partway through and giving up like usual. Wasn't so hot with spaghetti either but had/having spaghetti for dinner tonight (eating while I type!) No problems. I haven't even had to have the big glass of water around me lately, I don't know what has changed but I'm not even thinking about eating like I used to, it was just the "I want spaghetti tonight" with none of the "I want spaghetti tonight but oh, I don't know if I'll be able to eat it. What if I can't eat it?"
I sincerely hope it doesn't go away this time, it came back for a bit after going to see the doctor but since the inlaws it hasn't poked it's ugly anxiety head in...yet anyway! Eating is really one of the simple pleasures and I love it so it'd be nice if it sticks around for good this time
I think you are definately making progress and the way your challenging your thoughts is something to be proud of... It's never easy facing our fears and going to your inlaws and doing just that is a notch in the success belt for sure.