Hi guys, took the bus this morning with my friend Dee, and we took a 45 min ride to the mall, we had a tea, and then started walking around and I got suddenly really dizzy, and a bit panicky. So we sat down and then we decided to walk a bit. I just had to get out of there, once I got out, we still had to kill about 1/2 an hour. So we walked outside the mall for that time, and then we got the bus home.
The bus ride was 45 mins home, so we talked and i tried to remain calm, couldnt dash home, as I was on the bus, so it wasnt too bad. I went to her house for tea and then came home. I felt bad, but she says her mom has anxiety, so I musnt worry, she had seen this with her mom. She was very understanding, and I was thankful for that. We didnt get to the movie. I think that mall is very overwhelming for anyone, it has 3 levels and is very noisy. I find that lots of loud noise or bright lights makes my anxiety worse. Anyway, i'm just happy I got to the mall and even just had some tea, and made googoo eyes at the cutest baby, found out his name was maximus, big name for a little thing like that:) I feel pretty tired..i think i might not nap but go next door for a bit, :)