Lol, I know the feeling of back and forth. I am going on a 4-5 day trip soon. Part of me is really excited abuot it and part of me is terrified! The long hours in the bus, the feeling of going somewhere I don,t know, all of it terrifies me! Yet, I feel excited at the same time. Makes me wanna sigh too. Anyway, can't wait to hear about your trip! Hang in there, I think the anticipation is part of the worse of it!