So I left yesterday while leaving a note.. and it's the next day. NOT A SINGLE CONTACT FROM HIM. Even Breanne has asked me if I made it home ok. This really really breaks my heart.
You've got this, Miki. You know what this is? This is YOU making decisions for YOU. I knew you had it in you!!! Have you ever seen so many you's in a post this small? Me either you superstar, you.
I just read your posts. Well I want to echo the others in sayng school can wait! I once quit school too. I got better, settled some issues then went back and it went very well. So there is always time in the future once you have dealt with your things! This is not avoiding so much as prioritizing! You have other things that require your energey atm!
I think, you put in so much effort in all this and he did not respond to it. Now I agree that it is time for you to go somewhere you feel supported and take care of yourself. Once youhave dealt with this and you have recovered from this, there will be plenty of time to make new plans for yourself.
You deserve to be happy. It is time for you to take care of yoursel fand then discover your bliss! you so deserve it. And I agree that even in hard times like this, you sound so much stronger then before. All you need to be ok is withing you. And when your supplies feel short you have us here to help you along. We all care about you and wel are all here for you. This too shall pass!
Hello CD, Joe, and Sylvie, and everyone else. Thanks so much for the replies again.
I decided to leave today. I'm going back home to my family. I already packed everything in the car and nothing stopped me... just kept going. And I feel like weight has been lifted from my shoulders! I feel like this is the right thing to do. I want to be happy... I'm going to be happy.
Hi Miki im with Joe on this one , you are still sounding strong even though you are in hell atm . Im so sorry things are getting so bad for you . You have tried your hardest , and like i have told you before been so patient . Now its you you have to concentrate on .
Yes maybe school will have to wait , thats ok . You havnt failed , you have had a nasty setback and will deal with . Maybe you can try again next year when everything is right for you .
You beat that nasty anxiety once , twice so you can do it again and we are here you know that . Im pleased that your folks are backing you , thats some comfort .
Yes my head goes weird when im in high anxiety , have had the tooth and ear thing like its about to burst into full pain but dosnt thank goodness .
I have similar feelings, Miki. Mine are typically my cheeks, nose, eyes, and face overall. Symptoms are everything from heating up, twitching, feeling like I'm flexing a certain part of my face and can't stop...etc., etc.
Challenge those thoughts, Miki. You're worth more then this! A million times more!!!!
im sorry Miki you sound so down . Hopefully he will work out what he has lost , because he has lost something very special . 
