hey, i'm back to say hi, all is well, i'm trying to now master my bus fear still, i've been putting it off..my goal is by the end of the month to be going to work on the bus. I"m going to start by walking to the stop and standing there for a while, hopefully if soemthing is going to happen, it will happen before the bus comes..anyhoo...i have been catching it a bit here and there, but not to work so i've been putting myself under great pressure and its silly..hubby keeps saying to take the bus, take the bus, but that makes it worse for me..grr..ok..i'm off ..see you all later..tot siens genejockey.!!!