That's a great explanation...panic makes you lose your common sense. Things begin to feel uncommon, and unnatural. Keep with the program Jonelee, you sound like a person who can make it through that finish line. You have common sense, it's that pink elephant, that thing you focus on that doesn't need to be focused on, that holds us back. Out of curiousity, how do you deal with things you don't want to deal with? Small things like going to the market when you feel lazy.