I am getting ready for my ENT appt now and I am so terrified I dont know if I can make it. I am shaking like a leaf, so afraid of passing out or getting sick or worse yet getting a "bad diagnosis" I know I must do this but I dont think I can if I am in a bad way the doctor will get mad and not see me I just want this over with but I dont know if I can do it, the fear is paralying me, I am sick too my stomach and I had night sweats all night I could hardly sleep. I pray I can get through this, I thought I could but now that its here I dont know, afraid of the pain and the exam and more afraid of the results, I have been sick for a month something must be terribly wrong. I cant even breathe now. Please pray for me. this is so much harder than I thought.
