I took Medical leave Sept 4, 2004. My Disabilty claim through work was denied because they said it fell under the category of Pre-existing. I have been disputing it for 3 months. Each time I comply with their requests, they add something new to deny me. I should be receiving $1,000/mo and haven't seen a dime.
I went on medical leave to seek treatment and Physical Therapy for Fibromyalgia. Stress aggravates Fibro even more. I have not had a restful day since Sept. The whole situation has me frustrated. I am not able to return to work @ this time.
We are about to lose our home. I can't pay for my prescriptions. My insurance ran out and now have to go on Cobra. I can't afford it and cannot afford to be without it.
I feel as though I'm at the end of my rope. My husband does not make enough $$$ to support a 2 income family.
Recently, I bought a new 2004 Grand Am to get to work and Dr's. appts safely. I'll probably lose that, too.
I have Hospital Tests coming up and have an appt on the 8th of Dec to be fitted with a Holter Monitor. My heart feels as if it wiil beat out of me chest. I can't breathe well and feel like I'm suffocating.
I feel caged and cornered. I'm in a situation that I can't find my way out of. I'm exhausted from trying, no matter what I do it's never enough to create a solution. I think I am going slowly crazy. I can't think anymore. My husband says I retreat into myself and act as if though I'm invisible.
I can't sleep.
Can anyone offer any suggestions?
Thanks,
Della
