hello all,its 3 months since i've worked, and today i had to have a job interview as a maintenance engineer in a skysraper.I was trying to not obsess about the interview; what with trying to appear normal, not panicky etc, you know how it is;but I took 12.5mg diazapam to get through it and now i feel a fraud.The interview went quite well,and they want me to attend a second but i dont know if i want the job even if i get it.As well as being the new kid on the block and having to 'prove' myself,I'm basically afraid of the size of the place,its 400ft high and i've been catastrophising about the height, using the elevators etc.Just over a month ago my doc started me on a new med called zispin and i don't know if i can trust it to work or if i'm even ready for work.I know you people on this forum understand, so i'm asking for some words of wisdom,any replies grately received! cheers ...Neil.
