I am so frustrated with myself today! I've been doing pretty good lately. The last few days, I have been having a hard time though. Logically, I'm think it's because I have so many things going on right now. I've got the whole female problem that I've talked about lately, my boys are going back to school in about three weeks and I'm worried about the money involved with all of that, my youngest starts Junior High and my older son starts High School so I'm worried about them going to new schools, there's the daily struggle of just getting through, and today my husband had to get surgery for two hernias. So, obviously, there's a lot going on and that would make anyone stressed and anxious but I am so frustrated about it anyway!
I have been having the worse time concentrating the last few days. I keep getting the depersonalization feeling and I even had a panic attack this morning. I haven't had a full blown panic attack in a couple weeks - anxiety, but not actual panic. So, this has made me depressed and anxious all day, which makes me feel more out of it, which makes me more depressed and anxious, and around and around and around. You all know the cycle. Why can't this just go away already so I can just live my life and get things done!! -ARGH-
Sorry for venting. I know you've all heard the same thing over and over and lived the same thing many times yourselves. I just needed to get it out because I am just so frustrated today! Maybe I just need some sleep.
