I am not doing so good today. I have been negative since I woke up. There are a lot of irrational thoughts going in my mind and can't seem to break it. I am trying to think positive but, my mind is so occupied with what if's. And mostly being paranoid. I am not going to get into that one. I am confused and my thinking process is not working at the moment. I need support.. Well that is what is happening to me.