Last week I was given a job that most people would be envious of. I have the know-how, license and certification to run this business whereas the person who bought it doesnt. In return for my helping get this rolling, I am being given a partnership. This is nothing new to me, I have been in this line of work for years. My panic attacks started back about 3 weeks before this came up. Help!!! I am so scared!!! I dont want to screw this up. I panic as soon as my eyes open every morning. While i am getting ready, and driving to the office I shake, feel dizzy, have that awful smothering feeling,tingling, and worry about EVERYTHING. I have alot of responsibility, and alot of driving to do everyday. I dont have time for this monster that wants to control my life. I certainly dont want to let it ruin my future. It just seems like the harder I try to get control of this the worse it gets. Why me and why now?!! I just want to be a normal person instead of feeling like such a freak!
