Warren,
I, too, did not want to take medication, for a long time. But I recently caved in as well, for the same reason you did. Becasue my PAs got a whole lot worse, I felt I needed some help from somwehre. At first I thought that if I took meds that would mean I wasn't having faith in God, but that's not true. I'm on Zoloft now and it seems to be working ok so far, even though I had anxiety yesterday. The side effects have worn off, and I feel "normal" now, whatever that means. The Dr said it's going to take a month for the meds to take effect anyway.