Hi Marie,
Thanks, you have been so very supportive. I am hanging in there. lol with my heart racing a 100 miles an hour, am actually more concerned about the physical withdrawls right now that actually wanting to smoke. Gosh, i feel like im on some bizarre roller coaster ride.
Made an appoint with doc tomorrow
:8o:
Anyway thanks Marie ur really helping me get through this.
Celeste
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/11/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 6
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 160
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $61.2
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 13 [B]Mins:[/B] 30 [B]Seconds:[/B] 14
I was in the caferteria at lunch watching the regular smokers brave it in the cold wind and rain (i cant beleive i used to do the same).
A fellow workmate (who is on her 5th week) asked how my quit was going. Maybe im alluding myself but i am in the mindset that smoking for me is not an option and although i crave the cig, i know that i physically will not purchase a pack nor will i ask anyone for one (am reminding myself about the first 2 days of the quit omg!!), i know its just something my body has to get used to. I was disheartened when she said "i had better not see you smoking", there... right at that very moment i felt like a failure. Until that very moment i never really considered to smoke again.
Perhaps her own fears or relapse?
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/11/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 6
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 159
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $61.2
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 13 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 56
One week under your belt way to go princess...think positive thoughts you have made the right decision.
Do something nice for yourself today, you deserve it.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/19/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 29
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 294
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $58
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 43 [B]Seconds:[/B] 55
Princess C I'm sure she meant well, maybe she was a little insecure thinking that if you smoked it would be harder for her. The brain works in mysterious ways, don't let these things get to you, you are doing so well almost a week hell week will be over soon Hang in there :)Marie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/13/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 34
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 524
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $136
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 43 [B]Seconds:[/B] 44
PrincessC,
Could it be that your co-worker' comments shook your confidence?
Put it behind you, today is a day to celebrate. You've made it through hell week! Congratulations!
Reward yourself, you've worked hard this week. Be proud of your accomplishment!
Danielle
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The SSC Support Team
Hurray for you for a whole week of freedom! Know how you�re feeling? Sort of �out of it�? Maybe you�re co-worker is feeling the same way and isn�t thinking before she speaks. Don�t worry about her - WE all believe in you.
Not cravin', never cavin'.
Hummy
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/5/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 439
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 17,577
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2853.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
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