Hello,
A few days ago, I was prescribed a prescription for gastritis, probably brought on by stress. I know I need the medication, but I can't seem to make myself take it. I picked up the prescription on Thursday and have been staring at the bottle ever since.
The funny thing is, when my anxiety problems started, they had nothing to do with pills. It was probably better described as agoraphobia at the time, and in recent years has become more of generalized thing. I've been successfully managing my anxiety for months, only now, due to this whole prescription thing, I'm afraid I'm going to throw myself right back into the loop. I really, really don't want that to happen.
Is there any advice or similar experiences to this that someone has had? What did you do to finally make yourself take the pill? I keep trying to think of other things, to relax myself and not think about it, but whenever I feel like I'm ready to take the pill I just end up staring at it some more and then giving up.
I'm aware that in the end all I have to do to get over this is take the pill, but getting there is really giving me problems. All of those "What if...?" questions and worries are fogging up my common sense at the moment.
Anyway, thanks for hearing me out.