I appreciate your kindness and your encouragement. The problem is that I don't know if I have it in me to "hang in". How many years can a person hang on the ledge? Isn't there a point where this person just has to let go?
kennedy
i soooo know exactly how you feel. i am going thru the same things you are and feeling so horrible. i was soooooo suicidal and just wanted to give up. the meds seem to make things so much worse. my pdoc changed my meds so many times i was a zombie. i finally had to change drs and things are looking up. all i can say is please hang in there you are sooooo not alone. i feel your pain and am here if u need to vent. take care and know that you can get thur this. i promise. hugs
I went to the doctor yesterday and they are adjusting my medication again, the second time this year. It seems so pointless. I still feel like I am never going to climb out of this hole. I've been doing it for so long, years and years, and I can't see any light up ahead. Maybe I'm never going to get better. Maybe I just need to accept it and decide what to do about it. I am just so tired. I don't know if I have it in me to "hang in there" any more.
